archives... October 2006 
            
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10/11/06 (9:38 PM): I've been so stressed out I've been grinding
			      my teeth at night. Really not good. Plus, my jaw is killing
			      me! But, my painting project is done enough for critique (although
			      I think it sucks) and one of my hot deadline projects at work
			      was pushed back a few days. I feel a little weight is taken
			      off of my shoulders... but my jaw still hurts. I've had a lot
			      of ups and downs as of late. One day I feel like a million,
			      the next like two. Most of these days has been like two, but
			      I'm trying to keep spirits up. I'm just wearing myself to the
			      bone and I need to balance better. The diet has been nonexistent
			      (although no gain back). I take energy from food, since I
			      have not been sleeping at night. We'll get myself regulated
			      again, right now I'm just trying not to get sick. I get sick
			      when I'm over tired and stressed out. 
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10/08/06 (9:41 AM): So I was starting to feel bad that my post
			      last night sucked. I've been working really hard lately. I
			       have not been able to find the time to get in all my hours
			      at work. This painting class is very time consuming! It's hard
			      making up the 10 hours a week I miss. The gas is also stretching
			      my budget. But, I've been working doing Cayuga
			      Wine Trail Tours
			      for World
			      About Us Tours. It's great extra cash, but I've had no free
			      time of my own to do what I want to do, or spend my time with
			      the boy friend, or to paint, or to put in extra hours at the
			      office. But, when it comes down to it, I need the extra $.
			      Especially since I've had so many car repairs and have an inspection
			      this
			      month (which I'm sure means more car repairs). Did I ever tell
			      you what happened to my car... hmm, reading back I guess I
			      didn't. I
			      decided one night to go puddle jumping (I know it's bad for
			      my car, but I love it). Right after I was done and driving
			      home, the car died. Oops. So, turns out I had a cracked distributor
			      cap
			      that was bad. I guess it's good I found this out going through
			      puddles and not commuting to Rochester on a really raining
			      day. So while my car was in the shop, it was in an accident.
			      The car place was trying to jump start or roll or do something
			      else
			      to another car and it rolled into my car. Sigh. They felt bad
			      and gave me some discounts, but it still sucks. The damage
			      was pretty minimal. So, I called the insurance company of the
			      other car and they said it's Expert Tire's fault. But they
			      put in my claim. So I still have not heard back from the other
			      insurance agency. I guess I'll have to call them tomorrow.
			      I may have to put in the claim myself through Geico, but that
			      will cost me $200 bones... cars are so damn expensive. 
			 
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10/07/06 (9:41 PM): Here is my first painting ever. I'm not
			      a a fan of the bottom left corner. I need to fix that. Color
			      is not my friend. We are working with that now. So tired. Not
			      sleeping enough. Bad post. Sorry.   
			 
			 
              
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